So, I am having a time figuring out what I want to do.
Let me start off by saying, yes I have sex with men. I consider myself nothing less that a straight female, and I am attracted to men.
I could write a whole blog post on the differences between sex as the woman compared to the man. Maybe in the future I will, but for now I wanted to clarify my sexual choices.
Here's the thing, I know this guy that I have been talking to for about two months now that I met online. We have met offline one time though. It was a few weeks ago. I am attracted to him as he has a toned body and he is a weird guy. He is right up my alley, minus his humor. He does not make me laugh and I love it when I guy can make me laugh. But we don't know each other very well so maybe he will in the future. I don't know.
Lately, it seems as we text he keeps hinting towards us having sex, and yesterday he asked me to go out of town with him and his dad for his dad's birthday. I let him know that I don't want to ruin his dad's birthday, but apparently his dad is fine with that. But Ron, the guy in question, said it was no big deal and we would get our own hotel room.
Like I said, I enjoy sex, but I am struggling with going out of town with him. I just don't think we know each other well enough to do so. Am I wrong on this? I just feel like I don't want to feel trapped in doing something I don't want to do with a guy I don't want to do it with. I'm already a nervous wreck about it all.
It's been almost two years since I slept with someone. I'm just not sure that it's him that I want to break that streak with.
Sunday, November 11, 2018
Monday, November 5, 2018
Good News!!!
So I just got back from visiting my endocrinologist, the guy that prescribes my hormones. My testosterone level is down to twenty points. This is quite low. To put it into prospective, a genetically born woman has a testosterone level of between three and thirty five.
Sunday, November 4, 2018
Why I came out
Why did I come out?
Well to put simply, I was at a crossroads in my life and I had to make a decision.
It was 2014, and I was living with two teenage girls. They were like daughters to me. I loved them very much. We had a running joke about me being a princess, and they were always buying me princess stuff like cups and mugs. I played it off as I didn't care to much for it, but inside the girl was screaming for me to embrace my inner princess.
Well to put simply, I was at a crossroads in my life and I had to make a decision.
It was 2014, and I was living with two teenage girls. They were like daughters to me. I loved them very much. We had a running joke about me being a princess, and they were always buying me princess stuff like cups and mugs. I played it off as I didn't care to much for it, but inside the girl was screaming for me to embrace my inner princess.
Saturday, November 3, 2018
The old stuff
It's been a long time since I have run Blogger, so bare with me until I can get it all setup how I want it.
But for you who are interested in TG captions, you can find my old site here. I used to have fun making them, maybe I'll make some more.
But for you who are interested in TG captions, you can find my old site here. I used to have fun making them, maybe I'll make some more.
Every story has to have a beginning
Every story has to have a beginning; here is mine.
I was and eight year old boy growing up in upstate New York. Nothing special; just normal. At eight years old everything is an adventure. In fact, I long for those carefree days, as I'm in my 40's.
I was at my cousins' house like so many times before. They were twin girls a year younger than I was. I think in a way, I envied them and wanted to emulate myself to be like them. But I never showed as such. I have an older brother, and if I showed too much interest in the girls' things, oh boy, would he have a field day with that.
I was and eight year old boy growing up in upstate New York. Nothing special; just normal. At eight years old everything is an adventure. In fact, I long for those carefree days, as I'm in my 40's.
I was at my cousins' house like so many times before. They were twin girls a year younger than I was. I think in a way, I envied them and wanted to emulate myself to be like them. But I never showed as such. I have an older brother, and if I showed too much interest in the girls' things, oh boy, would he have a field day with that.
The Welcome Post
Hello , and welcome to my blog. I am a forty-ish trans girl living in Nevada. I've been kicking around doing a blog for a while now and decided nothing was going to get done until I actually started it. So, now it's a Saturday night, and I'm sitting home with nothing to do; what better time to start.
So, my name is Jenni. I've been living full time as a woman for almost four years now. Believe me, I'm surprised at all of this. If you were to ask me where I'd be five years ago, "a woman" would definately not have been my answer. But more on that later.
I decided to create this blog to, hopefully, help other people like me that are struggling. I'm not just talking about the whole transgender thing. I have a whole giant pile of baggage that this blog will cover. But yes, the main focus will be on becoming a woman. Some will make you laugh, others will make you cry (maybe). And some of my post will be learning experiences that I had. Hopefully, this blog will help you in some sort of way.
So, my name is Jenni. I've been living full time as a woman for almost four years now. Believe me, I'm surprised at all of this. If you were to ask me where I'd be five years ago, "a woman" would definately not have been my answer. But more on that later.
I decided to create this blog to, hopefully, help other people like me that are struggling. I'm not just talking about the whole transgender thing. I have a whole giant pile of baggage that this blog will cover. But yes, the main focus will be on becoming a woman. Some will make you laugh, others will make you cry (maybe). And some of my post will be learning experiences that I had. Hopefully, this blog will help you in some sort of way.
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